Updates?

Ah, 1st of December - HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEO! This cousin of mine is...I dunno. He's fun to hang around with but I still don't get it why our peers call him bogoi...

I went for medical check-up today and surprisingly I am pretty normal. I'm not even slightly overweight, overweight or obese. Doctor said I'm perfectly healthy...I was expecting him to tell me to lose down some of the kilos. Perfectly, except for my eyesight. Hah!

I'm counting my days in KK.

I really am not excited to start over with school...here I go again. Oh, by the way my brother bought me a HP Compaq Presario CQ40 notebook. I did wish he'd get me a Mac but beggars can never be choosy, right? I'm glad I have a notebook of my own. I can wait till I'm working to buy the things I want to buy - and I don't think there's plenty on the list except for a dream home and the stuffs I'm gonna fill it with *wink*. That should be enough for a wishlist.

Indifferent, As Always

"Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda..." yadayadayada...

I got the UiTM offer *jumps around like I usually do when I am damn happy*!!! Oh wait, I don't jump around. I sit and let thoughts conquer me for a brief moment. Take a deep breath now.

Yes, I got the UiTM offer for MC110, Diploma in Mass Communication. Yes, I'm happy because I'm on my next step into adulthood. And no, I'm not happy because registration is on the 26th of December this year (which means if the annual Christmas party at home is not held on the 25th then I won't be able to celebrate - I'll also be missing the one at Madam Flavia's). I plan to fly on AirAsia's 7.25am flight to KL and would probably arrive in Melaka around 12.30 - 1.00pm in the evening. Registration ends at 4.00pm.

Either that or I'll have to fly on the 24th (and if that's the case then I'll be damned). If I have to leave on a much earlier schedule than that...I really don't want to miss this year's Christmas because they will be celebrating Didun and Nyonnyon's 1st birthdays - 1st! I'm sure I've every right to be there for when the cake is cut.

And that leaves me another month in KK. I want to go to the movies! Gah! I have to get my priorities straight now and do some shopping...sigh. All of a sudden, it's as if another load is added onto my shoulders. That could very well be a confession saying I don't want to leave?


*shrugs*

Yes, rejoice with me please. I need that.

That Little Voice...

...in my head tells me I've been slacking off visiting my online sanctuaries, this and the one over at WordPress. Hence the low quality of posts I've been pasting on the screen. I don't know to whom am I explaining - perhaps it is a note to my peers or anyone who reads me or it could very well be just a random rant. Perhaps this is a note to myself.

Blogging doesn't bore me. It's ok. It's just not that great for me. I've always loved writing. I read a lot since forever and somehow, between a second and a moment it evolved into writing something of my own. So now, I love both reading and writing and as much as it concerns me, blogging gives me both - at a very minimum extent.

I blog with one thing rooted in mind. I blog so I can have a peek into my friends' lives, to see how they are doing wherever they are. Judging from my given situation, I must say, Love does strange things. It's both a blessing and a curse and I believe I am one of many who are both blessed and cursed with it. My muse is awaken for sure.

While I can consider myself tech-savvy, I am a bit old school too. The new, improved Blogger is much, much better now but WordPress wins my favour still. I find it awkward to blog personally on Blogger for unknown reasons. The other popular bloghost on the other hand, WordPress in this case gives me a more personal setting, by what means I have no idea of. Like I said before in the old RMD blog, Blogger is to casual as WordPress is to professional.

That doesn't matter really. I just realized how I missed writing. I really have to get myself back on track here though, as always no one really gets me. I don't understand myself too sometimes so it's best for me to just shrug that off.

There you go, you little voice in my head - happy now? I just confessed "I wish I never started blogging but then again, I'm glad I did, sort of".

A New Look

I know it's still too early to be feeling Christmassy but I can't help it. I love December and though we don't get to see snow here, I'm still very much all over the merry season. Hence, the new layout.

My system has been pretty rusted lately and once again, I got the feeling of starting all over again with blogging. I'd create a new one with a new url but I didn't want to trouble you, my friends on re-updating your links. It's troublesome, no? So instead of clicking on the "Create Blog" button I decided to delete all my posts and just start over - again.

I will re-link to your blogs as soon as I can, along with doing a few more modifications. I'm sorry for the inconveniences.

Anyway, I promise to be good to this new, re-edited blog of mine. From now on, I am going to keep drafts of what I post so it'll be much, much more easier for me - in case of another breakdown. Christmas is just couples of weeks ahead so fingers crossed, I'm going to be in a very good mood today onwards.

It's a magical season to come!